Today is my birthday. 39 years young 🙂 Someone asked me this morning if I dread getting older. I replied back heck no! To me age is the great leveler. The older I get the more I actually feel like I can relate to people. I have always been an old soul but burying parents,… Continue reading Birthday Wishes
I recently joined a one and done not by choice Facebook group and quickly realized how so many in there were still in the fresh pain phase. My heart broke reading their raw posts about how they were struggling to accept they would not have another child. So I decided to share my story. Many… Continue reading One and Done. Not by Choice.
Now that I am a parent I am learning how different my childhood was. Not in the geographical sense or socioeconomic sense. I grew up in south jersey in a typical middle class neighborhood. I mean in the presence sense. From a young age I remember coming home from school and just being alone. Alone… Continue reading The Distant Mother
Lately I have found myself in the why vortex. You know, where you question all the “wrongs” in your life. We all do it at some time or another. And I know from grieving the deaths of both of my parents that in order to move on you have to graduate from that vortex. Because… Continue reading Choosing Joy
And like that April is almost bye bye. And what a month it has been. Bryce has been home all week with the flu. He is doing much better but every time he sneezes more snot comes out then I thought his little body could produce, which is both amusing and alarming at the same… Continue reading Good Vibes Only and April Ramblings
I cried in the Dunkin Donuts drive thru line this morning. It started innocent enough. A image of my dad holding his coffee mug while shuffling to his home office and my mom yelling at Cindy and I to run to the car as we will be late AGAIN for school ran through my mind… Continue reading The Holiday Breakdown
Prior to having Bryce this was one of the most depressing days of the year for me. I so badly wanted a child and it just wasn’t happening. I feel for all the women out there that hate Mother’s Day because I once was one of them. But now I am a mom. And I… Continue reading Mother’s Day Highs and Lows
So last year I got in on the essential oil bandwagon. I love them. I really do. I now have things in my home like all natural laundry detergent and natural hand soap that have essential oils in it. I have roller balls of essential oil blends that I wear as perfume or for help… Continue reading All things in moderation…..
So last night we went out to dinner with some friends. Bryce was extra fidgety. He wouldn’t sit in the highchair, wouldn’t sit in the booster, nor would he sit on our laps. Thankfully we had a booth and he happily sat between us for the meal. But not while sitting still. Up and down,… Continue reading Chopsticks and Toddlers
Am I the only parent with a toddler who goes crazy when a parent is out of town on business? Brian has been gone since Monday and Bryce is progressively getting worse each day. He is fussier, clingier and not sleeping well at night. Last night he started screaming in his crib and would only… Continue reading When Toddler Angst Strikes